every now and again you run across a web log that is so desperate that you wish you could grab ahold of them and somehow make it better. it never quite works that way does it? i know, i know...you are all saying kaycee nicole. but there's something uncomfortable about this blog...perhaps because it leaves you with the fear that because it's so dark that maybe it really is true...whereas *kaycee's* was too good to be true, especially in these mediocre times...