1:10am and day 63 (?) of pneumona? i feel the dark clouds coming down around me and here we go around...and around and around. i have to ask myself why i'm even in illinois right now. i guess sick is sick anywhere but if i were in NY at least i'd have my sweet guy and my catties. and let's face it...it's not like i'm getting anything done...pneumonia = fevers, coughs that keep me up all night...but there's something else. something familiar, something dangerous. some days? i feel like i'm too sensitive for this life...